Monday, February 19, 2018

2018新年

去年的我,无法跟家人一起庆祝新年。
今年的我,提早回家陪家人而一起吃团圆饭。
明年的我,只能在远方一起庆祝华人新年了。

大学第一年,
就是我人生第一次无法跟家人一起过新年。
那时的我心里非常很难过。
可是这也教会了我什么叫感恩。

今年的新年比以往的比较冷当。
应该人都长大和老了。
都有属于自己的家。
单身的人的确会比较自由一点。

一个星期真的不够。
那一天我的外甥问我-
他:姨姨,妳回来了就不回去了吧?
我:没有啊。我回来一个星期。
他:Ha. 为什么妳不要在这里做工? 像妈咪和姨姨一样。妳留在这里啦。
那一刻的我不知道如何回答他。
家里的生活真的很爽而我真的有点心动。
不只是家人,身边的朋友也一样。
但,我的心不在那里。

简单, 开心,健康。
这三个是必须要的。
以往的我常常让别人开心而忽略自己的感受。
这一年,我可以自私一点吗?

这一年会在我人生但中最大和不可思议的决定。
心里有点害怕。
因为不知道会不会后悔。
放弃所有而离开。
但,而拥有身边人的支持,
我,其实觉得很满足了。

人,每一天都在成长。
而我,有没有在进步呢?
我,不再想起不开心的事了。
而期待那一天到来。

今天是初四。
明天又要开工了。
努力的学习。
努力的做个好人。
努力的对自己好一点。

Sunday, February 04, 2018

就是那个他。。。

起点。

一个陌生的脸。
一个没看过的人。
一个不说话的人。
他,到底是谁?

第一句尴尬的你好,
第二句简单的问题,
用了最大的勇气等待他的回复。
而他,说了第一句不知道。

他,是个安静的人。
无人知他的姓名。
时间然大家知道他的存在。
而我也知道他的名字。

陌生人变成朋友是一个很奇妙的事。
一个小误会,想太多,
。。。我们变了陌生人。
而一个小勇气, 我们又成了朋友。

谢谢那个他。

Sunday, December 31, 2017

Embracing 2018

Yet another SOP before another year starts.
A little write up before this year ends.
A recap that I wish to sum up and put into a simple note.
How am I going to do it this time?

2017.
A year that I got disappointed most.
A year that I got sick pretty often.
A year that I hated working life.
A year that I got angry almost everyday.
A year that I wanted to end everything.
A year that I lost hope, confidence and trust.
..... and I lost my way.
Everything seems so tough and impossible.
Abide by all negativity;
I got stronger mentally;
I learnt to be more independent;
I found back the happiness that I lost;
 I learnt to accept things in a more positive ways;
I stopped fighting for what doesn't belongs to me;
..... and I love myself more.

A place that I find love.
A place that I find comfort.
A place that will give 100% support.
A place that you can share almost everything.
..... and that is my FAMILY| Home.
I'm blessed. Indeed.

FRIENDS.
..... another thing that I wanted to thank for.
Best friends. Uni friends. Workplace friends.
Thanks for being so sincere.
Thanks for being supportive.
Thanks for lending ears without criticizing.
Thanks for being thoughtful and treating me as your precious.
At times I do feel that I do not deserve all your kindness.
..... and THANKS for being a part of my life.

2018.
Embarking another unknown year with a hope for more excitements and adventures.
A year that I need to be an adult and settle down.
..... but a year that I wanted to do something with no regrets.

Looking forward more challenges and write up soon.
Bidding goodbye to a great year that makes me grow a lot.
It's NYE and I'm gonna head out for a celebration with my close friends.
Signing off from ME of 2017.